![8b355bef3f8d401b82cb2230fe8c924c74d76d99.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmX9c9AtguzRYLXQ1XtXUPMSaGTC1SXe8JPrDLSXnuFYrn/8b355bef3f8d401b82cb2230fe8c924c74d76d99.jpg) If anyone could contribute to the rest of my monster electric bill I really would be more than thankful it has been cold the last 2 days but I decided not to heat because I am afraid I will lose power. I am on my last extension. I payed about half that was all I could afford and since times ave become rough for all I have lost most of the supporters I have had in the past. right now I have 4 people left in my financial support system, 2 on a regular basis another two sporadically. I have become a real burden to them and it makes me feel horrible. I have one other person who has been helping me get v-dog for cheep when they can, which is a blessing but not always available. Another thing that hurt my support system were the people who started attacking me because I decided not to let poor shadow suffer when she no longer could sit , or even lay straight or swallow. They were of the opinion I had no right to do this and should have let her starve to death and suffer. It cost me a lot of support because people like that are loud even though they have never been in rescue, never run a sanctuary and most of them never even have been guardians of high aged seniors. It is easy to judge a ruin a persons reputation when all your activism is in your head and you never move a finger otherwise . In the end it is irrelevant and they are irrelevant to my life longterm. I am only mentioning this today because I want to make clear that my support system has been crumbling. I haven't said anything so far because it was never other peoples job to take care of me but it is making my life harder and less manageable. And i am starting to get scared. I have been cutting into my food budget to compensate as good as I can, which is not helping my heath much because I am eating a really shit diet, that I am only surviving because of the vitamins I take, and it is not really going well either as the mountain of debt I am racking up shows. I have been selling the occasional portrait (mostly to one very generous person) which has all gone into the budget as well but I was also stiffed by two people which sucks and really demoralises. I am not about to ask for payment in advance of services like a street worker sorry ....Then there are those who inquire and want one but then literally think that 30$ is to much (most of them even get the discounted rate) As I said before I am willing to work for the money but I also am not going to work for hours a on a piece and then just get 5$ my prices are more than fair. As is I am taking it a day at the time but i will not lie joy is hard to come by these days. if any one can help really every cent counts what is left on the bill is 178$ my paypal is paper_tiger37@yahoo.com thank you for your continued support and interest . ![tygertyger_thealliance.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmPax2B7NTxAUaEVudLQd23x3h4ahJj5cLPU4riPm2qN9R/tygertyger_thealliance.png) _{Image powered by @enginewitty} _{_{_{(Image credit Dave Renike and a portrait of the fair jubilee made by myself turned into this here universal truth meme)}}} ![1146410_626398614061443_1547687283_o.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmccqzq2gjphcTuph9hKkrz9ywESYaMAUae532iqbUUScW/1146410_626398614061443_1547687283_o.jpg) [![moi.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmXusY4gaZvLwJrjqihMhtR2sMvRhFXgNF1a8xBoU7NSee/moi.jpg)](https://steemit.com/life/@tygertyger/welcome-to-my-post-apocalyptic-life-episode-1-life-is-change-or-teach-the-whale-to-dance-or-bio-reboot) [![nan small.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmZsVw1qQBfoaUN34kAHSZ69uUS6mDAaCMLebV6NDYNp5S/nan%20small.jpg)](https://www.patreon.com/user?u=763033) Artists & Musicians wanted for the One Project _{[Image source](https://pixabay.com/en/sunrise-space-outer-globe-world-1756274/)} [![One small .png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRMyekSRdnVGoY43wfQu5LBQmvpC4n6jbSfp2vZY5JJri/One%20small%20.png) ]( https://discord.gg/zSjJuYB) _{[Image Credit]( https://pixabay.com/en/shoes-rainbow-lgbt-red-orange-1485427/)} [![lgbt.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmUmT6QQaRsCczWPzCk3zPPPChqD24GT5mGk8cZAPeYpFL/lgbt.jpg)](https://discord.gg/52H7ss8) [![IOW COLOR LOGO.png](https://steemitimages.com/DQmYc3Ncto2Q52AeT5TKxTuyoCNtYnY5Ytze7hEU8hiNonj/IOW%20COLOR%20LOGO.png)](https://discord.gg/TPh9dHM) _{art courtesy of @PegasusPhysics} [![image.png](![image-1.png](https://steemitimages.com/DQmQj8eLGqYg8McE8QxG1aoNMHU138srSaru7npvpnL4i3r/image-1.png))](https://discordapp.com/invite/sRvgfk4) [![music.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmeqnW56tG2ZDmmA5zqgg2uFv1PEpxszZsGaCdX4ZobZiQ/music.jpg)](https://soundcloud.com/corvus_sky) Member of EMA ![ema.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmeTJ5teqmYsT7JUKdWHfYgB4U4EXge8AsGRFnEXsUn8bh/ema.png) ![catspace 150 dpi medium.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmY9rWP3SoLzGWqd9p5zpTuL4fT4dnq6YNfXDP3PHmMiyS/catspace%20150%20dpi%20medium.png) _{_{this little girl was made for me by @barbara-orenya}}