Hey guys, I am really excited to this contest initiated by @tpkidkai from steemitph family. I had many brokenhearted stories and recently or let say last month I am wasak again. Is this really my love life story?until when I can find the One? Well, I am sharing my broken hearted story with my seaman ex boyfriend. And heres my short story. ![seaman.jpg](https://res.cloudinary.com/hpiynhbhq/image/upload/v1518786378/god23mldv44uthu9nz7w.jpg)_Source Nowadays, social media are the fastest way of delivering messages, or any informations or the current events. Facebook and messenger is how our love story begun with my Seaman Ex Boyfriend. ![images (16).jpeg](https://res.cloudinary.com/hpiynhbhq/image/upload/v1518787742/tt5ssjcd1nzyywsmnttq.jpg)_{[Source](https://www.google.com.ph/search?client=ms-android-oppo&biw=980&bih=817&tbm=isch&sa=1&ei=mdaGWv3PGIaB8wXf-Jv4CA&q=Seaman+Quotes&oq=Seaman+Quotes&gs_l=psy-ab.3...1376742.1379128.0.1379857.11.9.0.0.0.0.0.0..0.0....0...1c.1j4.64.psy-ab..11.0.0....0.umhrP476EUA#imgrc=0z-pXylt4HiydM:)} I still remembered when he was the one message me with simple "Hi" and exchange messages and the stories of his personal life and I share mine too. It took two weeks of courting and finally last May 10,2016 I said "Yes" to the strange person and became part of my life eventually. Actually, we had lot in common like he had a daughter aged 2 with other woman but separated. During that time, he still in leyte for vacation and I am here in Cebu waiting for him. Everyday and every night, we texted and called each other with sweet thoughts and messages. I am really fall in love with him and I guessed my world revolved around him because I thought he was the "One" that God given me. When the agency texted him, he planned to met me here in Cebu before going to Manila for the preparation of his departure requirements for the seaman. Of course, I was really excited then and went to spa and salon for makeover mga bes. Our first met was a marvelous and looks like we knew each other for a long time. There was never an awkward moment, the day was filled with happiness and love that only the two of us in this world. After three weeks, he came back to work as a Seaman where the barge destination is Asia and America. For the first two weeks, constant call in the messenger and chat each other. Mga bes, the struggle is real, where our time is not the same like we had 12 hours difference. A big adjustments I made because I really love and care the person so much. Sometimes, there was no signal and looks like i became praning thinking too much about him. I still remembered four days there was no signal in their destination and I cried alot because I want to know or I want to saw him. Behind a seaman boyfriend should had a strong, positive and long patience girlfriend. I heard alot of negative feedbacks about seaman and I got affected. Maybe I did not trust him because of his past girlfriends. But because I love him so much I stay positive. After 11 months contract with his agenct finally he arrived here in the philippines and before he got home in Ormoc we met again for three days. I love him so much. When he got home in His hometown, he changed alot. Seldom text and call each other. At first, i understand because He want to spent his family and other relatives. Later on, because women are born to be an investigator, I found out something. ![images (15).jpeg](https://res.cloudinary.com/hpiynhbhq/image/upload/v1518785990/mk6pr5j668bacwtg6ewh.jpg)_{[Source](https://www.google.com.ph/search?q=broken+hearted&client=ms-android-oppo&prmd=ivbn&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiwpdqwvqrZAhVDjLwKHdpiAF4Q_AUIESgB&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=3#imgrc=hksKlW9-Ic7DbM:)} In facebook, I saw him with a woman and his sister in a picture eating together. My life turns down and it really hurt. The pain is unexplainable and I cant handle with it. Every night, I think of him, all the good memories with him flashed back and it was painful. In messenger, we chatted again, asking why and how. Everything was told and before our anniversary we ended up through call and broke up. We had ended our relationship with closure and decide to be stranger again. ![FB_IMG_1518786860718.jpg](https://res.cloudinary.com/hpiynhbhq/image/upload/v1518786911/nomhlozzogxoi2oln6gf.jpg)_{One of his gift that I kept until now} It is a long story already, yes this is my borkenhearted experienced that is really painful. How I cope with it? You may check my other blog titled "How to Mend a Broken Heart". Until now I still love him. For the record, We are friends now and hoping for a second chance? And that is to find out the next chapter of my life. I am hardly praying and hoping that Mr. Right will come and I am waiting for his arrival. Thank you for reading my wasak story and hope it inspire you in any way. I still believe in love. Love lots, @jonnahmatias1016