![](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVxJP7EX1CDHQuLhsB7Gep4LH3cZd8d2E9qxjnTzGBYHN/image.png) # I know that chart doesn't makes any sense but it looks somehow 3Dish # The Current STATE Of My Steem * 6305 STEEM liquid (not counting what is in my accounts to buy BOTs) * 8475 (Actually: 0.68562973 BTC that if bought at current price would mean that much STEEM) # Total: 14780 STEEM (Down 278.98 steem) * Plus additional: 1115.942 from this week power down and post rewards. * The BTC amount is prone to loose another 10% as the BTC is dying and that amount is scattered in MTL / Wings and PHX # So what's up ? Well i learnt that my risk management estrategy was wrong, I was exposing 2% of my PF on each trade, which means as i usually have 3 trades ongoing, that my total Risk size is 6% three times what i wanted to be (2%) I will have to revise the way I trade, @aqfaridi, our coach told me that: ![](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRvBnCke6pbQcKr3WRaPE5r8uJMeWhv55KAZnBWNMfxDz/image.png) ![](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXD3iFhRXDj7dUtNYALY2hdaMuMvD73CKZi4AoMFhsWpS/image.png) # So these are my lessons from this week: * I learnt today that my risk exposure is excessive * I am wishing to remain calm and stick to the plan. * I just removed all coins I'm not in from my favorites * I hope for the best and already started thinking I am a 94% whole. * I hate LTO because i didn't have any. * I will check my TPs and I will stop looking at the charts of what i have Ok I made like 1500 steem last week, but i will probably loose them when my STOP Losses hit, and most of that gains where from the two little pumps we had in STEEM so it is a 0 sum game. Right now my MTL and Wings are satoshis away from the SL and unless a miracle happens I think I will be out of those trades soon enough, I have been tempted to lower the SL but I am trying to stick to the plan and not fiddle with the trades... Do you think i am stupid? # _"Plan the trade and trade the plan"._
# What do you think? Over the long term I need to be Bullish on STEEM hopefully I will be able to put more SP on my account once i finish this operation. If you like my journal of trying to make a shitload of steem please comment ## Vote | ReSTEEM | Follow | Love | SteemON