![1000007612.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmW6pmR6vtK5wXvbN2Edkmz8q4KdpTbXf8ZaoAC19Mnsyy/1000007612.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007611.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdnBJF5Dt2DtFpPWRb8hupZnADFG1tVFY2HaVSb3KSEoK/1000007611.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007610.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbV3j3gCjq3M81ZFDhb2Cqx5vWnmrrig3M34kkWLJ7cr6/1000007610.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007609.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmNRe1PRq3np8Ddh4w18472bY2htFsTHXc3q21rQk4msCo/1000007609.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007607.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWA4GGfzC86BsF97in1cFU5iHzZet4F14gNPetwjbAVtK/1000007607.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007608.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZELaQuAdPHcpw8EwR44qZs8QpDGZrRTLL2VFJE6JfbRe/1000007608.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007604.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRHiPadop9xzANd2GZsrF348bnCXkwhuBAF1FV5XhnXLW/1000007604.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007602.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbQejDdZzmx47i7j8zeVNAb5eLWwPSeVe3xRVg6Y3CKbv/1000007602.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007598.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfPDKUJ2qBuNbUPr6hqGApTpy7pWFRUvv4pCCBJGZFZfT/1000007598.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007599.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQFw1s8bDkfynHpoWZFawmiwssUmmgx1e7KDGeAHX7GzN/1000007599.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007601.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmU2drFzvwcpY6od2L4opKgZ7u1Pzo9rCrdXMuQd3RUTH7/1000007601.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007596.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSzAaFpoP4Qu4XFyfQUK8DDJT8JK6gzXvm5dpicNqpnBE/1000007596.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### ![1000007595.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQ1CfYbeAY2nm5nt7xY2GWbxcC4JU4wQKnj6KFBUMtB3s/1000007595.jpg) [Source - @cryptopie]() ##### I have nothing much in mind to photograph with except yesterday when the late afternoon rays of the sun struck my knee and I just thought to shoot it with my camera phone because the natural light is a good thing to have when photographing things. I can only outdoor photography while going to and from the clinic inside of a moving car, so it is just bad that I have so little options to enjoy the capability of my camera phone. So this is the result, I could have done better but this will do since I managed to capture how my skin looks like at close-up via magnification capability of my Smartphone which I chose for this purposes. Well I am not that old but my skin is getting loose as years go by because in fact my skin is starting to sag a few years ago. I don't know but maybe because I lost a great deal of weight rather than gain over the past 23 plus years of being a dialysis patient. So I am like a donkey wearing the clothes of a cow or camel or which ever animal is bigger. So getting years in my life is one factor for my relatively loose skin which can be seen via magnification. The thing is that I do not look like my age as you can always mistaken me for a skinny teenager and I always get surprised looks and reactions when people learned about my real age because both of my other brothers has white hair while the other one had developed it even at his high school years. Well I am not surprised as even some of my former high school classmates already have some white hairs. Do I like white hairs? well the answer to that is no because it just means that my years are running-out and I always believe that I have a shorter life compared to normal people because obviously being a dialysis patient puts you in many risks considering that I myself have a viral liver disease and I am more than sure that it will be the one that will "unalive" rather than the other complications associated with being a dialysis patient. Anyway back to my skin, it is always rough compared to the skin of other people. It has been like that ever since I went to being a dialysis patient. The fluid imbalance was to blame aside from my body is not changing where in fact it went small because of a long time appetiteloss and weakening of the bones. The only thing is that my skin didn't get too dark compared to the skin of other dialysis patients which I believe was the effect of using vitamin C. That is why I think that my skin will get darker now because I am no longer using vitamin C but I just hope that the Moringa powder that I am consuming daily will have enough antioxidants to basically prevent my skin for darkening. A long time ago I am quite vain on how I look and I even planned to purchase a whitening cream and tried to work-up my muscles considering that I am already sick and is always having muscle cramps due to drinking water a lot as my mother force me too in her belief that it is good for me. I did got results after doing push-ups for two weeks and for once I admired my body as a result considering that I am just like a very slim teenager at that time and still have a normal appearance but enough to attract the attention of the opposite sex. I always feel and look attractive before but my body changed for the worse before it peaked. If only I haven't suffered this health condition I might be able to practice my vanity for looking and feeling great with my appearance. Now there are no more things to be desired on my physical being because I am in the lowest of the low in terms of attraction by the opposite sex and of course I find it frustrating because I am not able to live like other men who raise a family which still works here in my country although I know that raising children in particular is harder in these times because of social media influence corrupting the minds of children even right before they speak. That and the economic hardships associated in raising a family is truly a factor on why raising a family now is harder than ever before. #### Photography device: Vivo X200 PRO #### Camera Sensors: 50 MP Main Camera #### Camera Mode: Tele Macro, Photo ##### ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇs ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴡɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ @cryptopie 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥

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