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February is about to end. I opened my article storage folder and found that since the beginning of 2021, my total number of articles has only been 10.

Since the so-called bull market came, to be honest, I also became a little impetuous. As a result, my investment has finally paid off. Although I didn't make a lot of money, I finally realized a profit, and I was still a little bit complacent. On the other hand, the pace of the bull market is getting more and more urgent. People around me are gradually moving towards freedom of wealth, but I am still making a small amount of money, and I have been left behind by wealth, and I feel a little anxious.

With such a contradictory state of mind, I dare not operate too much, do not dare to do frequent transactions, but occasionally do swings, and then grab the coins and wait for it to slowly rise. At the same time, the impetuous heart couldn't calm down, let alone continue writing articles.

However, in a long-standing habit, I still often read articles and read texts written by familiar people. Looking around, I found that I was not the only one who missed the wealth, but they still insisted on writing articles as a means of self-accumulation, and they still did not give up self-growth. And I, from the bottom of my heart, really don't want to give up writing this thing.

So, I picked it up again. This time, maybe you won't give up so easily. And this should be a process of cultivation.

Be jealous of others because you haven't done yourself well

As an old leek who entered the market in 18 years, I have been in contact with some circles relatively early, and relatively have some information channels. The most important thing is that the friends did not hide or hide anything. Therefore, I understand the investment strategies and ideas of some small partners, including their research.

If I can seize the opportunity and keep up, I will definitely be able to make money along with it. For example, before the Binance Smart Chain broke out a few days ago, I saw a lot of people predict in advance, and also laid out some top projects on BSC. I actually followed up and researched, thinking about finding out for myself, and then getting on the car and making some money.

However, since the outbreak of DEFI, I have studied several times one after another, but I have never been able to really get started. I have been wandering outside, and I have not even really operated some DEFI projects on the ground. Therefore, when this possible opportunity comes, I generally have no confidence to operate.

Just like the recent skyrocketing CAKE and XVS, I tried to research when CAKE three knives, and I thought I would pledge mining, not only can I get the equivalent of the currency price increase, but I can also dig some mines. Happy but not doing. However, after some research, I found that I still didn't understand it, mainly because my English level was still lacking. In addition, I still had some palpitations about DEFI. I was worried that I could not play well, and instead trapped myself. So, I finally stopped.

Seeing the little friends in the various groups are making a lot of joy, I can only smile in my heart. Envy can't come. I didn't seize this opportunity. I can only blame myself for failing to do my homework. When the standby meeting comes, I can only watch the opportunity slip away.

Just keep your coins obediently

The development of DEFI to the present, from the initial little wave to the current rolling wave, has become unstoppable. Although, in this wave of tide, I did not get any benefits from it, but with the foundation of DEFI and mainstream basic public chain tokens such as BTC and ETH, I also achieved a certain degree of asset appreciation.

Although, compared to those who can get several times, several times, and even dozens of times, I am much inferior. However, relatively speaking, such investment risks are also lower. Moreover, holding such a mainstream in hand, I am not panicked.

Therefore, for me, take what I have in my hand, and occasionally do a swing, slowly accumulate a little capital, or come to a wave of contracts from time to time to adjust the boring investment life. The most important thing is to stick to writing, stick to such a slow pace of growth, or this is what I want.

The slow-paced investment life and the slow-paced accumulation of wealth may be a more suitable path for me.