How are you all, of course you are all very good, in fact time is such a thing that always helps to create anything and change anything. So friends, today I will share some things with you all about change that have changed many things in my life. ![ornella-falcone-xSwI1bkBJu8-unsplash.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWbPkcQfbTZdanVoLXxVhJuMtBxtFdktavmrbVz3mepmf/ornella-falcone-xSwI1bkBJu8-unsplash.jpg) [Photo source](https://unsplash.com/photos/a-neon-sign-that-reads-changing-place-changing-time-changing-thoughts-changing-future-xSwI1bkBJu8) There was a time when even a little harsh word from someone would bring tears to my eyes. If someone neglected me, said something small, my heart would break. The emotions inside me were so soft that I would get hurt very easily. Many people might not understand, but I would make those small words very big inside myself. Because, I wanted everyone to understand, everyone to be by my side. Everyone to always love and adore me. But at that time I did not understand that everyone in the world is as busy as themselves. No one understands anyone all the time. And the one who understands, cannot be by my side all the time. With time, these truths gradually became clear in my little life. So now I understand, the higher the expectations, the deeper the suffering in this life. ![david-walker-walker-design-co-bP0q3tTTHS4-unsplash.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfJsZT91AhqUnSoaDTaQRnpcQxV43vo78BR1TzDdPJKiR/david-walker-walker-design-co-bP0q3tTTHS4-unsplash.jpg) [Photo source](https://unsplash.com/photos/white-text-bP0q3tTTHS4) Now I don't say anything easily about someone's behavior like I used to. It's okay to feel neglected, but I keep quiet about it. I keep my pain to myself now, and don't try to explain it to anyone. I feel a lot, but I've learned to understand now that not everything can be said. I feel a lot, but I've learned to understand now that not everything can be said. Time has taught me that not all feelings can be explained to everyone. I may appear calm on the outside, but inside a small heart still suffers from many things, silently crying. But friends, do you believe one thing? This hardening did not happen in a day. Insults, neglect, and loneliness combined have changed me. Today, those who say that I have become quiet may not know how much experience is hidden behind this quietness. How many nights of silent tears are stored in this silence. ![samuel-regan-asante-9FLEugI9o_8-unsplash.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmR2sNFRCBKzJp9Hi83TbgcgGYXmn93Zx1jYPw93iJjggA/samuel-regan-asante-9FLEugI9o_8-unsplash.jpg) [Photo source](https://unsplash.com/photos/text-9FLEugI9o_8) Now i value my peace. Now I no longer react like before, because I know that it is futile to explain to those who do not want to understand. I now try to love myself. I have accepted my loneliness as a friend. Finally, friends, do you want to talk a little? I wrote this article for those who once cried very easily, but now have learned to endure pain with a smile. You are not alone. Those of us who have gone through this change know how time turns crying people into silent warriors. ![mamun benner.jpg](https://images.hive.blog/DQmUnWngsNJd1iJuX3FaX4QsVRNErcQFFFXaQ1Vq2hDc6su/mamun%20benner.jpg) ![text15.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWXynVma7pYo3MCivJ5Cb6Nfae2uMGNt11YGxqysBGqBW/text15.png) I am Md. Mamun, a Bangladeshi. However, I am currently living as an expatriate in Malaysia due to work. I express my feelings through writing and share my experiences through videos. However, I love singing more and playing games too, so I sing and play games in my free time. I love making friends. I love life and try to enjoy it.

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