Hello everyone, humble salutations to you all. I am here today to also let you be on the know how my day was. It was a sad day that I am still trying to recover from, I wish all of these never happened to me but God understands, let me talk about it.

My best friend gave up the ghost at a very young age, we were still planning life together, he told me he will be driving the latest car when everything gets fine but how he left me and the promises, he left his family and everyone who looked up to him, it is really painful. I Dressed with black on black and when I reached his compound, he was already in a coffin, I cried till I wasn't consoled, I kept calling Fred but he did not answer me, he was lying there lifelessly and he did not even remember the plans we had with each other.

![IMG-20250621-WA0187.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmcuTr9ruEEMb91n3b2QTKus9KQMsC886gsqjB1JzpdL3D/IMG-20250621-WA0187.jpg) ^{Seeing My Friend inside a coffin made me very sad}

Everyone were sad, I had to find one corner and be, I couldn't console his girlfriend, the girl had suffered so much to make sure Fred lived while lying down on that sick bed, Fred didn't just fight, he gave in everything to conquer death but unfortunately he finally gave up and I wish there was something I could've done to keep him alive.

I needed a drink to just get myself high and go back home, I was pained so much, they gave me and everything I took to forget about the vacuum he had created came to null, I sat with one of his friends and the girl said nothing short of how Fred was a good friend of her and how he do come through when she needed her, that was how Fred was, I can testify that Fred would come through for me in my darkest times and will never complain.

![IMG-20250621-WA0185.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbeycmwdEDMEb7MX1iALScsqRAdW5mNET9McFn3NbBub8/IMG-20250621-WA0185.jpg) ^{trying to drink Away the pains butnit didn't go}

When I wanted to leave, I called Fred's mother and gave her the money Fred kept under my care, she was happy, the money is big to help them start a life. I took a selfie of myself with the beriefed family and went to the shop because I knew I won't be able to stay at home, I might want to drink more to be taken off reality, so I had to be around people.

![IMG-20250621-WA0189.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVT8QejHVRooCH7oUaPzi73nXjRuETURC9D6oWtyieAXS/IMG-20250621-WA0189.jpg) ^{a selfie with the briefed family}

My eyes had turned red, I called on one of my apprentice to come and use my head and learn how to flatong so that she can get busy because all of them were just there and I also wanted something to keep my mind from forgetting how Fred was laid 6ft below.

![IMG-20250621-WA0198.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQme4LEdYkr4mQ59BhEMoMNcMDcDRtCfsqqBEmjLjsovMSF/IMG-20250621-WA0198.jpg) ^{I asked my apprentice to use my head to learn how to flatong}

After she was done, the drink I took was beginning to make me feel funny, I went to the couch and took some rest, I laid down there and was asking myself why such a promising young man would leave this world and life still continued. I will miss him of a truth and I wish he comes back one day but I know he won't. By evening time I went back to my house, I knew I was not going to be able to sleep, so I bought sleeping pills and too it back home, I had to take 4 of it before I could sleep.

![IMG-20250621-WA0184.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSJAFeCRmnErtR1HWNzBFe56v9ckkYLmgRLKPsQixR67H/IMG-20250621-WA0184.jpg) ^{taking my sleeping pills}

My friends, whatever you do in this life just try and be kind to others and even yourself, you don't know what the next minute comes with, Fred left me and others without saying a word and I will forever miss him. Take care my friends.

## Best Regards