![cry-4250450__480.webp](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXo1Ykss1wwEqjqfEzpCKeQ63cwp8L8m4PemMWRyfwS78/cry-4250450__480.webp) _{Image From [pixabay](https://pixabay.com/es/vectors/llorar-tristeza-ni%c3%b1o-solo-emoci%c3%b3n-4250450/)} --- --- Dear steemit team, I write this article with a heavy heart feeling too discouraged right now because of what I have been hearing about my name as concerning my back to back winnings during this un-going Engagement Challenge initiative At first, I thought It was a joke but this morning I heard a terrible news about what Steemians are talking about me by saying all sorts of nonsense things about me **Some even went to an extend of accusing me of using my account with my friends as they are helping me out during this engagement challenge in creating articles and commenting for me.** **While some where saying that my junior ones are helping me out during this engagement Challenge in creating articles and commenting under my account** Now the question is, why will my friends be helping me whereas they can just create their accounts and start steeming. Again, which friend will be helping me out despite the time and effort which is being needed in this engagement challenge I live with 4 junior ones, three are still in the primary school who don't even know how to read and write well because they are still kids below 11 years and the other one is my sister who is in form5 and is seriously preparing for her GCE examination ---- ---- Now take a look at my performance in Steemit [Comprehensive Summary Sheet | Steemit Crypto Academy | Season-5](https://steemit.com/hive-108451/@sapwood/comprehensive-summary-sheet-or-steemit-crypto-academy-or-season-5) [Comprehensive Summary (Courses) Sheet | Steemit Crypto Academy | Season-6](https://steemit.com/hive-108451/@kouba01/comprehensive-summary-courses-sheet-or-steemit-crypto-academy-or-season-6) I was the overall user who created the highest number of articles during the last two seasons of the crypto academy because of my dedication to the system and this is why sir @kouba01 and @fredquantum entrusted and welcomed me into their team(**Quality Control Curation Team** I am an exclusive steemit blogger who has dedicating all his life and time In steeming because this is what makes me to carta for my daily needs and that of my siblings and grandma because I don't have other things doing apart from seating at home all days steeming So I don't think I will in anyway risk my account by giving it to my friend's to be helping me out with creating articles and commenting as Steemians are already referring me to just because of my winning string in the engagement challenge I developed interest and passion for steeming right in @steem-cameroon where I usually post about 15 to 20 articles In a week during my early steeming days and above 60 articles In a month(@thegreens can attest to this). This made especially sir @thegreens to envy my hardwork and dedication to this platform. I also met my steemit mom @ngoenyi who have been in support of me by encouraging me since my early steeming days. All this people knows exactly what I go through because I always have sleepless nights when the steemit crypto academy homeworks were still active. But when it stopped, it was now engagement challenge program and I have dedicated my time and sacrifice alot in having sleepless nights so that I can continue doing great things on this platform ---- ---- I was raced up by God fearing people and it's totally unethical for me to ever be involved in any crime scene or criminal activities because I love and respect my integrity and my family background doesn't permit me to do such since they are Christians and look up to me for a genuine support. I can't go an extra mile just to tarnish my image in the quest to achieving something. Nooooooooo🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ I can't do that ever in my life I always measure my energy and planned out well with the activities I do on steemit so that I can be able to achieve something great things here. And I Know nothing good comes easy, that is why I have dedicated my time as a Steemian in blogging which has made me to have countless sleepless nights.. my uncle @chiakingsley and my junior ones always ask me when do I sleep because they hardly see me go to bed ----- ----- Let's have a look at what people have been talking about me which this two good Samaritans @beautybb and @tenguhatanga brought it to my notice which made me weep and saddened 😢😭 ----

![Screenshot_20220621-073158.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYkyfkVg5mFTDCwzH7BfpNUXsMoDCB9hJFzMqUWhaNepa/Screenshot_20220621-073158.jpg) ![Screenshot_20220621-073239.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfHZQd6WB3kohXa9mREJJraL3RXjaeMdaSq9Uvo8JF8ir/Screenshot_20220621-073239.jpg)

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![Screenshot_20220621-073422.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmb3ySTW36ck4yjBnZsLrWDPmMtcZmV7erw2yQDKGxiTdv/Screenshot_20220621-073422.jpg) ![Screenshot_20220621-074555.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZ61GXdxi1oLWkonoPRV9pF3xrBvrWLytDuRAfN5C36Kr/Screenshot_20220621-074555.jpg) _{**My discussion with @beautybb**} @beautybb is a very good Samaritan who envy my hardwork, dedication and progress on this platform. She came directly to me doubting my super performance on this platform but I'm glad she was very open to me by asking me how I do to work extra hard like this. When I clarified her and gave her directives on directives on how I do carry out effective steeming, she was very happy and pleased with my performance Up to now, I don't know why on earth some other people will be questioning my performance But on this platform behind my back without asking me questions to know how I do plan and carry out my effective steeming career ---- ---- ![Screenshot_20220621-082249.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmc1RJMnTkhprSc4J3V4fbNL1uir2Caz7h2nNX3A7MaF16/Screenshot_20220621-082249.jpg) ![Screenshot_20220621-082445.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdVH9UdpLvMYJZb5KABQeNkWtZXBx6iduJBz1uTJQsEuB/Screenshot_20220621-082445.jpg) _{**My discussions with @tenguhatanga**} It was @tenguhatanga that first brought this to my notice about what have been happening as people are calling me names and accusing me behind my back of being assisted by my friends and family members. This lady personal knows me because we live in thesame quata here in Bamenda and are very closed neighborhors. ---- ---- **I write all this with a heavy heart feeling extremely discouraged because when I heard of this, I started crying because it's not good for people to question others when they see them progressing in life**. ---- --- Please I will wish to invite the steemit team, @steemcurator01, @steemcurator02 to have a proper look into this situation I am going through and also have a say there. I want you people to also carryout investigation about my account to see if there is anything wrong or different in terms of content writing or commenting and other aspects. I say so because I am an honest person and I have dedicated my whole life as an exclusive steemit blogger since steemit is the only primary occupation I have now which is surviving me and my family. This is why I work hard in Steemit openly without being involved into any criminal activities

| ---| I will wish to invite all the admins and MODS of this engagement challenge to come and have a say about this matter because they have been in charge of going through my articles and commenting on all CC: @ngoenyi, @yousafharoonkhan, @jessica566, @janemorane, @klen.civil, @irawandedy, @heriadi, @fredquantum, @kouba01, @patjewell, @fjjrg, @tangwe-rene, @samuel20, @chichieze, @samuel20, @focusnow, @revan746, @thegreens, @saxopedia, @reminiscence01, @pelon53, @adeljose, @majerius, @b-naj, @fombae, @wase1234 You guys go through my account almost everyday reviewing and grading my work. So Please you people should go though my account again and have a say on this matter **Right now, I feel like not to continue with This engagement challenge again because of the bad names backbiters have been calling me all through 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️**

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