![20190427_020310.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVSHxueNjTqdpTzZK4NwJ6RTcTibMiBuiuCkuN41fwPmR/20190427_020310.jpg) What's up guys and every steemians, I just want a brand new start in life and here on steemit as well. I've been pretty much inactive for almost a year and forget to share and inspire life here on steemit, yeah you read it right I am an old member of this platform but trials or testings of life that I need to face are mainly the reasons that kept me out of bounds from here.
Kamusta mga brad at sa lahat ng mga steemians, Nais ko lang ng bagong simula sa buhay at syempre sa dito na rin sa steemit. Halos naging matamlay ako dito sa halos isang taon at nakalimutan ko ng magbigay ng inspirasyon dito, tama ang inyong nabasa matagal na akong miyembro dito ngunit dahil sa mga pagsubok na kailangan kong harapin ang mga dahilan kung bakit ako nawala dito.
![48363322_1395864473884197_5695468767295832064_n.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRkeJ8q9dKkEo8BvXDHqR76biaVX2GzfEAtKKDDs4rwPA/48363322_1395864473884197_5695468767295832064_n.jpg) "Life has its ups and downs" there were times that you feel like you're overwhelmingly blessed and nothing but happiness fills your routine and you thought would never end but of course there these down moments that you will realize that you're just a human being that needed these obstacles for you to get stronger and be a better version of yourself.
"Ang buhay ay mayroong tagumpay at pagkatalo" may mga panahong damang dama mo ang sobrang pagpapala at puno ng saya ang iyong buhay na akala mo'y wala ng katapusan ngunit hindi mawawala ang mga pagkatalo at pagsubok sa iyong buhay na maiisip mo na isa ka lamang tao na kailangan ang mga ito para maging mas matatag at maging mas mabuti pa kaysa dati.
![37915819_1739167662848954_379038229740912640_n.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmeFwybaj1v5mBYnXQS2zAPS8j79ndtvqfpdtR5E7Wh3UR/37915819_1739167662848954_379038229740912640_n.jpg) I am actually a disciple in our Church organization, which means I am inspiring members and our people but for you to teach others about the game of life, God will let you experience it first hand. Never would I thought that I will be in a state of depression, which I don't have the grit I used to have that no matter what I could overcome any hindrances. I don't have the will to pursue my dreams anymore and living everyday on earth is a hassle for me, and does'nt care anymore if I could die any moment.
![48375183_2128985433790434_6572289875532316672_n.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVCwyyhGLBs2w5cp5Sj9ne3y2vy3Gjb2s1DFcSw3GUASA/48375183_2128985433790434_6572289875532316672_n.jpg) ###### [Image Source](https://scontent.fmnl13-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/48375183_2128985433790434_6572289875532316672_n.jpg?_nc_cat=100&_nc_ht=scontent.fmnl13-1.fna&oh=844205aeab8eca2d5982db39de8c49d4&oe=5D32B425) I think I gave up everything in my life about 99% for a moment but the remaining 1% kept me to continue this journey called life and be an inspiration and a living testimony. Now I am slowly burning all of my heart breaking and lowest moments and reminisce what needs to be cherished all along. God has these strange circumstances that will develop your character. Before I end this short Introduction, I am Julius Tamban a licensed civil engineer, 26 years of age, striving to be successful in this game of life. Shout out to @bearone, @deveerei, @jassennessaj and @surpassinggoogle who served as my mentors not only here in this platform but as a person as well.
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