_{***It has been nearly two months since I put it all together into one big show.***} ^{***About two years since the last time my work reached Steemit's trending page, organically.***} ![NoNamesLeftToUse - The Scary White Man Sleeps.jpeg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmaitF72A9X6zXrcZ2atLEuQ2KJjdXfjttQKCzPNRp9t8h/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20The%20Scary%20White%20Man%20Sleeps.jpeg) ### Two years is a long time to feel like a failure, daily. ^{***Knowing in advance the work will never be popular, by default...***} **That's a tough pill to swallow.** So I'm glad I didn't go to my local drug dealer on the corner to get my *victim pill* prescription filled. Hundreds of posts, hundreds of new and never before seen artworks produced, **viewed by people from all over the world, daily.** *That's my __true__ reality. Even on my worst days, I focus on my reality.* Far more **good** has come my way, than bad. For nearly three years, I've had to ignore all of the naysayers. Little *downers* rise up from their pits of despair every now and again to attempt to discredit everything I've achieved here. I remember one came at me shortly after I had returned from a lengthy hiatus to tell me, in so many words, *all of you out there are my sock puppet accounts.* *When you vote, that's me voting for myself. When you comment, that's me talking to myself.* ### That's how far people will go ^{**to attempt to bring others down.**} **My reality is:** I'm not as successful as I want to be, *because it's never enough and I have a tough time settling with mediocre,* the cards are stacked against me, I got people around me constantly saying the world is ending, majority of those *who can,* refuse to support my work or even acknowledge my existence even though my posts consistently make the top ten most commented on meaning my blog is one of the most active places on the platform, **organically**—none of that brings me down. # *It drives me crazy!* ^{***But it doesn't bring me down.***} I **need** that *crazy* for some of the things I do here anyway. If it wasn't for this chaos all around me, *my blog would be fucking boring.* **Anyway.** Before I display what nearly two months of hard work and *failing consistently* looks like, I'd just like to *tip my hat* to all those folks working hard behind the scenes to give us things like ***Tribes*** and those fancy-schmancy Steem Engine tokens. I realize there are plenty of haters out there but many of them don't come equipped with the **perspective of an actual content producer** who's been trying to move up the ladder instead of going in reverse. The timing couldn't have been better. The added exposure has helped breathe new life into what I want to achieve here on the STEEM blockchain. And of course the added **value** generated by my work for me as well as all those who help contribute can be converted into a huge boost of confidence and another reason to carry on rather than give up like so many before me. Someday some content producer out there is going to need proof this blockchain actually works and I can step forward to say, *yup, works fine, as long as you check your entitlement issues at the door and know how to work for it.* I don't plan on *striking it rich* with the projects I'm invested in but I do plan on *doing my part* to help build the communities as best I can with the hopes there's something for everyone to enjoy down the road. *Call me crazy. I'm used to it.* ### And now ^**This:** [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Whats The Point.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQmUjkJEKxubYGvhUzSnXQjCerZGtY1z3CGipeT5FK2PT/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Whats%20The%20Point.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYFAWmGtxLujgQ9HvCE5dMygF8fjrJKJh3BnjiHvkSnxD/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***What's The Point***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - The Gateway.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmY4NyVEzEbNWJDxBXk2qxREJaSG3bLdyoFBVmXHRRPFLm/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20The%20Gateway.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXhjj7CbbHHGPE5HfSCrzRdTvdwo5Bz29v5sLTFZ7UfKo/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***The Gateway***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - One Angry Guy and An Asshole.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdvobq5nrrRLrxJ199nEonZM9ZJioRUjBYfX24GqoLNMi/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20One%20Angry%20Guy%20and%20An%20Asshole.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmV4nc66hcHFVQyr28bVkmrY3efSBKBVxGfnbjeDpnikgB/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***One Angry Guy and An Asshole***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Hes Back.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmeTGYuugYoqBf3YR88Ks6wJbzciJQt683HTBSH3aBUkrZ/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Hes%20Back.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYjKh9LFXCJdroKuKP5diAMbBUGAA5utJfWpx8B1oxYmp/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***He's Back***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Why.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYYHJffptwaGGREJYEfirApnqrFaYAaiCSCpiMUXL6hxF/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Why.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQx9QnfogQNtpesD3GVm3X2PvHKAqXo5NxvrSpH8nfsKK/NoNamesLeftToUse)^***Why*** [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Just This.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZJxyAtWU6r9SwbP9hSzMF4UwGwTLbrczb6sK7piewxwN/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Just%20This.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmeV37JBcZhZJykyt4rU7s25uJ79BcSkXgbyYFAdpmDhua/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Just This***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - I Don't Get It Either.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZmMHL8HpheJUsBtDGLocrkmiC19fUFfeZ2KNDdWAVRu8/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20I%20Don't%20Get%20It%20Either.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXSRdERGpVunjwXhARWwVf68J3VgC1YWKdUdRXC95b7PP/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***I Don't Get It Either***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - One Minute Window.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSbJf71Z7UxgT5mmfuMgjSZMzWmesXpaoiC4j9xVgeQXu/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20One%20Minute%20Window.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSaubNMDaziPU7uvunoqtV8KLM95kLNRgp2LtVoo3j8kq/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***One Minute Window***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - The Awkward Thing I Did With My Brain.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRqeTtKe13hzH48hJqbhqhjmgDKfmQRWW85MTj4kzb5Vw/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20The%20Awkward%20Thing%20I%20Did%20With%20My%20Brain.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmc4pDKfGNMhmD63qX9dRR7xECks16KyKemw2G7iXQuchr/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***The Awkward Thing I Did With My Brain***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - All That Is Left.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWhw7UzkQPKaX6byMYgYMqUGViNW7ZVjFGVaoAVYD8GM2/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20All%20That%20Is%20Left.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdxRB9ZpZhys5LD2uVYnMio2HnrVXvioCZwsAQWGshD52/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***All That Is Left***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Two And A Half Hours.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbiQmGQsm7YdqsPG2q89Ssi3LLYpX51rXW8r1M1yoTox6/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Two%20And%20A%20Half%20Hours.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVAukEaYZ2yNQqXYfAKVaprHqRrpzNo25XBYaL5esiBAE/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Two And A Half Hours***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Red on the Walls.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmNxprZNzkzrcZzZZkcqvivCpje1US7yaDf9GyS13iJqnn/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Red%20on%20the%20Walls.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQkVag8mjB2RzD9t9KUPY7uaif9r3HVBkKMdiEsFJcu4v/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Red on the Walls***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - I Have Nothing To Say Today.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmX2cftPyXtDG5eqsYbCNxYFjkwk2cgVZkva5PzfR2JHDD/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20I%20Have%20Nothing%20To%20Say%20Today.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmeYUJoXy825fuYX3kDWhRnH9Bfc7tn6pMdLFJ1pPhoJUG/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***I Have Nothing To Say Today***} ![NoNamesLeftToUse - Fork Me.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZchRF8K8UebyiaXQtsDrefSnbkSxMp6ZmUyWMoSXkiLq/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Fork%20Me.png) [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Something Else.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZkigGTSUaMcSDx8Rz2zaq9cV3aQKmoV7cSsC8TxtoqMJ/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Something%20Else.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmUNcp8hBiyQhGEqR2ypyTXWAVRj1d6XUmxKM1yagLyU5p/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Something Else***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Chorkey.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmb2L8bZhC1oUcUXmEGKEUJVQmfG7y1YUPnugghKtm557v/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Chorkey.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQma8PhBEXx3FTz9mFy4jwjaYaxxwmHNaZL5mtRFkcStVGT/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Chorkey***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - The Artifact.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSUK4nZTfeHDTNYqNGUuPshcc653k8dC1xv7JuveHajYv/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20The%20Artifact.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfFD2uWBU5285HPLDJBroi5EZqvGr2Y6EzteBymE1iU3H/NoNamesLeftToUse)***The Artifact*** [![NoNamesLeftToUse - My Offering to the Silence.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYG7eJoxgVQBo8fPSqEyCxcJTAX5eMuFMBN7KmRQkqSuw/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20My%20Offering%20to%20the%20Silence.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmW5KJPriyj1npTV5GDTG6G7dn83Wa4ty8hGDEykFzTvir/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***My Offering to the Silence***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Don't Feel Bad.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZz5jFHGwkHdTGewV4t6n8U7YDPSMhqHswbb3RTBGydYi/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Don't%20Feel%20Bad.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZdRAbGJjs3V3nGdHHvswHNZoJtufGwTX8Uben61MmVC7/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Don't Feel Bad***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Something For Someday.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmcCgfeHq7pXnQiMEycZF5PfxzyDDEFf6mRQ7yPr8rwm1v/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Something%20For%20Someday.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQma2cbpmbXUnpc3miKFRkvxjjhfB6FQpWmXvo5w42ekGhd/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Something For Someday***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Nothing Exists Now.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmaQXHK7WhxDpj4e5R72KXtd8Wksaw3madXJx7StFK3nqp/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Nothing%20Exists%20Now.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfXvKtbBRy3FTAnBqqA5J2JTyCDvcv9YcwPJd6MdCsKbX/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Nothing Exists Now***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Shattered Realities.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmcWWs9m6s6JE6B4bY5yQbFLxdkHPtdJAmkE1NhVNuKY2r/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Shattered%20Realities.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmTXc5nmaWsnJPbNjq16FGafHgg1XFpqpAn5BK9GBYsoPg/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Shattered Realities***} ![NoNamesLeftToUse - Its The Ocean Man.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSxpwht7kGkJzGJ6bVQdXJk5AoFyNcHNxR1svFBZbKD9A/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Its%20The%20Ocean%20Man.png)^{***It's The Ocean, Man***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - The Flutterby.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmd2Tr2bmAdKpp4d3TMrMM4woMyHUeC4aDTyxuCjoWMTBK/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20The%20Flutterby.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXakp8tVFAqghoUqHtSwrNWomA2ShFTtUiw2SD2V9WgLD/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***The Flutterby***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - It Only Takes One.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZ4LKJUogRUaTWu3AW2apAQp8gW7jZKnHwJA5DkT1fcre/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20It%20Only%20Takes%20One.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmT4xEufUqFFCCKPgSQk1f3EjJ3XPLK5qtJ1JoEw3uJ9sU/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***It Only Takes One***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Not Finished.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmVyfAr9dH4z1FaEbfVmSLrJXQys9bFZQ2Na8AdVBRu4Uk/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Not%20Finished.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmSMSsHR1oSWKx7qZfQuMKSzYYasyDztXvXh9jqZ4J18eL/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Not Finished***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Whatever.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmf82PfkviWt6SFcphjgLme1YpwcwBsqmZdpxFQcwz5H9w/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Whatever.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRP1xz4HxzeeJx7LfQGCApeVwXq1esPXAPWrSR7K63NRA/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Whatever***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Ohdeer.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmatCH3Sn9U3ohecN4nFYzbrDdomdVu9er8T87hgMQodXB/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Ohdeer.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmNe4d8PBuX4kc7UBvffBmUgJkEgxssZRZa8BhNM8DxDkx/NoNamesLeftToUse)^***Ohdeer*** [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Not Everything.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmehzqrPwrDjSjMCjba1wYHEhtM3whei4YtxQfrjstHf6W/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Not%20Everything.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmaFoaY71CPAmjXwv6Azi8UVXEgxcqHLTaQZ9Ssft8DAuu/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Not Everything***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - What Happened To You Last Night.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRfvC5Fy1uQ4s1DiGS5B4DkDm6GD4yEdPHWrfFAsTuyvt/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20What%20Happened%20To%20You%20Last%20Night.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRiNmCgBfYUk5dP6UxJsBX8Ny6zXohMoX4JAaGvKYkqyd/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***What Happened To You Last Night***} [![NoNamesLeftToUse - Peering Through The Darkness.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYcmbHSwSgtjW7khpEDnLU58jNZuYZjNFezbHtGmMi1Nv/NoNamesLeftToUse%20-%20Peering%20Through%20The%20Darkness.png)](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYRa4DUEs8b2Ywr9xwskktRu8xtPQN4FrZmKh3u2mi9V3/NoNamesLeftToUse)^{***Peering Through The Darkness***} --- --- **All Previous Editions:** --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: Finding that Groove Again](https://steemit.com/life/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-finding-that-groove-again)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: 25 More Days of Being The Only Me You Have](https://steemit.com/art/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-25-more-days-of-being-the-only-me-you-have)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: I've Produced Over 200 New Works Of Art This Year — Probably Published Over One Million Words](https://steemit.com/art/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-i-ve-produced-over-200-new-works-of-art-this-year-probably-published-over-one-million)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: Looking Back to the Invisible Sights While Moving Forward to See What's Next](https://steemit.com/life/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-looking-back-to-the-invisible-sights-while-moving-forward-to-see-what-s-next)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: Another Month Worth of Sights To See](https://steemit.com/life/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-another-month-worth-of-sights-to-see)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: Staring at This Box, Wondering What to Write](https://steemit.com/life/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-staring-at-this-box-wondering-what-to-write)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: Still Willing to Work for Your Support](https://steemit.com/life/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-still-willing-to-work-for-your-support)}} --- _{_{[The State of the @NoNamesLeftToUse Address: What Two Months of Hard Work Looks Like](https://steemit.com/life/@nonameslefttouse/the-state-of-the-nonameslefttouse-address-what-two-months-of-hard-work-looks-like)}} --- ## To Conclude ^{*It never ends.*} ## Have a nice day. ![linebreak1](http://i.imgur.com/RhgHUmy.jpg)**Credits:****All art and images seen here were produced digitally, by me.** ![NoNamesLeftToUse Outro.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmRVnycGuKWTrnHcWomQddWka2MR2Z6AXP4GYry1tG3X4E/NoNamesLeftToUse%20Outro.png) _{***"I didn't even realize I did better than one new image every two days."***} ^{***"I guess that explains why I'm so tired today."***} ^{**© 2019 @NoNamesLeftToUse. All rights reserved.**}