http://blog.takebackcontrol.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/confidence2.jpg [source](http://blog.takebackcontrol.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/confidence2.jpg ) The feeling of being stepped on is degrading When they cant accept you are soaring They will try to cut your wings They will put your down until you trampled on the ground
They will make you bleed to meet their needs They will cut you open until you are broken They will never ask if its fine They will decide for you ahead of time
I laugh at myself how I quiver When the roaring voice starts to meddle I bury my voice and remain unheard Played deaf and mute with the hurt
I stayed in the black hole for a while Ashamed and shattered within Lost the confidence to thrive Lost my identity, the muster to believe in myself I couldn't find
Happy face yet bleeding heart Ideas disregarded, feelings betrayed Wears a masks to pretend its alright My soul weeps and ripped apart
I woke up feeling afraid The woman looks at me covered with bruises She stares at me blankly Dying from pain, she felt slave in a chain
I am shocked, I don't know her anymore As I get nearer, her eyes shows no life Her body is tired, can't stand tall Tears flowing on her cheeks Who is this woman? She's going through a tough times
I am confused how she feels She is afraid to show what is real She is used to be treated as nothing I can feel how she want to escape from suffering
I walked away from the mirror and clenched my fist Gone are the days when I am tricked I let myself endure with all their lies I will be now attentive with my own cries
I will now take over of the driver's seat I embraced myself and stop the beatings Slowly I will stand from this fall Stronger and fiercer than before
I am now awake with the truth My eyes lit, heart and body heals I learned to forgive, love and live I freed myself from any greed
I realized I do matter in this world God rescued me when I am about to give up I am not alone,I couldn't do it on my own He found me restless and restored my broken soul
I can now smile in the midst of the rain I can now admit when I am in pain I can now speak if it feels not right I can now enjoy life free of guilt I will make sure there is no wasted years